User blog:Speedyblue/I’d hate to bring sensitive subjects to the wiki, but...

...as of the past few months, I have been feeling suicidal. There are a couple of reasons why, so I’ll share them:

1. My father has passed away years ago, and I’m still not over it. I love him so much, and I wouldn’t be where I am without him... I just wish he’d stay longer. T-T

2. Bullying, in real life and on the internet. I got bullied at school for my right eye, which does not face the same position as the left. Even though I don’t get bullied anymore, their words still haunt me. As for the internet, I used to get bullied in this Discord server, and I even got called a racial slur, and the bully (who was a mod) said I was “fucking retarded”.

3. Problems of my own. Low grades, things going on at home, etc.

This is NOT a cry for attention, this is a cry for help. I have attempted suicide several times, either by choking myself or attempting to cut myself. Just PLEASE, I BEG FOR HELP!